--:: Tan Xiang Zhou ::--

Sunday, July 26, 2009

I don't love him anymore but I just can't help myself to stop about bother him.

We never been together;

But I admit I love him alot alot that time.

He is not 100% the cause of why I broke up with my 2 year boyfriend...

But...

He knows I have a boyfriend in the beginning

But we just have a deal

we will be with each other

when fate separated us

once

we chatted until late at night

when we can hear only people snore & silence

once

we look forward to meet each other

once

we put masks together

once

we lied on the bed, discussing our dreams

once

I sat on his thighs, watched gossip girls

once

he carried me, threatened to throw down from his house

once

he piggyback me back to his house

once

he told me he will never let me go hungry

once

we are so into Resturant city

once

he walked to AH from his house within 10 minutes

once

we kissed goodbye after meet up with his friends

once

he waited for me after work & bring me to eat steamboat

once

we went to eat ramen because I wanted it

once

he bought something I want to eat although my mouth said no

once

I comment on him about his house's chopsticks

once

he comment on my werid eating habit, eat and lie down halfway

once

he feel so happy for the gadgets I bought for him

once

I felt asleep on his thighs, feeling so blissful

once

he woke me up for work...his way is so so sweet!

once

we giggles and tickled each other in his bed

once

he called me his maid

once

I regretted to let go of him and called him the very night to want him back

once

he MIA and it become his habit

once

I was jumping happily when he sms me after he MIA

once

I wanted to see him so badly that I took 1 hour bus to find him

once

I looked at him smoking under the moolight

& I know we will never go back to where we were

once

I feel so helpless that I can't help him to solve his problem

once

I feel sad for him

once

I cried in the middle of the road because of him

once

I walked from AH to Adam road due to him

once

we promised to meet on this particular day but in the end...

once

I was utterly disappointed & I give up hopes on him...on love too

once

I wrote a diary from the day he mia to his birthday

now

I had become a habit that I will kept sms and call the person I love

now

I am scare of love

now

Guys end the relationship with me even before started with me

now

we are still friends but I can't help to stop bother about him.

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