--:: Tan Xiang Zhou ::--

Saturday, December 31, 2005

What a bore new year!All my friends all die at don't which part of singapore.No one asked me out!Actually, I had expected this since I was working today.
Today was a bit fun.The ah-nei at my workplace did a stupid thing by burying themselves in the yellow bag. Yup, I only communicate with the ah-nei and guards plus greenleaf staffs.
I got six weeks of attachment. From 23/1-12/2, 27/2-19/3 and in between is my semester exams!Come and drop by ttsh or if you ended up there, do transfer to my ward!
Bore!Tomorrow will be working.

=BeAutIful FrIghter=
fights till the end...@ 11:10 PM

Just checked my attachment. Will be going to attached to ttsh to do some cheap labour. I will be getting more use to shit warrior since I did all sort of shit work before(worse than in ttsh).
Last third day of expo sale.Nothing much different; serve, eat snake, sit, paste stickers, arrange goods, check sale, go take items threw away by customers(but pick four for today only).
The boss's son was shot down by an idiot guard and if I am not wrong, this guard is from annie's tam-pine area.So he sat outside the counter doing nothing.
I think I am getting fatter and fatter.That's all I can say.I am a fat bitch.

=BeAutIful FrIghter=
fights till the end...@ 2:07 AM

Thursday, December 29, 2005

Four more days to go and I can't wait for the weekend to come. Iwas so exhausted because I need to wake up at 8 in the morning and slept at 1 to 2 at night.The three days of work is tearing apart.It was either a busy-causing or bore-causing tireness.Somemore, the food at expo is so expensive and the sale items were so attractive. I wondered I was there to earn or to spend.And I had been eating supper for these few days! I think my dream to slim down to 40kg will need more time.I hope this time took only two months!

=BeAutIful FrIghter=
fights till the end...@ 1:24 AM

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

I bought this after soaking my previous mp3 with the bag stained with coffee.Considered half a day and decided to buy at $250/-.I was so angry of my blur character! Posted by Picasa

=BeAutIful FrIghter=
fights till the end...@ 12:40 AM

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Bought them during the sale.Two for ten bucks. I am now trainning myself to take alcohol. Posted by Picasa

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fights till the end...@ 12:07 AM

SHIT THEM!I left my bag to let them look after and they poured kopi on it. The condensed milk smell really made me puke on my way home! Posted by Picasa

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fights till the end...@ 12:06 AM

It remind me of nyp's landyard.I will be at "M" warehouse poly from 11am to 10pm everyday till the day before school start.Actually, I am already sick of today and felt like not working. I am tired and I had not enough sleep during christmas.I really need a rest! Posted by Picasa

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fights till the end...@ 12:04 AM

Sunday, December 25, 2005

This christmas.I found the most meaningful among the whole seventeen years of my life. My friends were really my part of my life. I love them! And also those who sms me, gave me christmas stuffs and those who came to celebrate with me... they really lighten up my day!Had promised daniel o-pa to go to this show by his church so my christmas eve was left to him to make it great. Well, I don't enjoy the gospel part because it was the same as last year. I think maybe they should make something different although the main purpose is the same.
Side track abit, I met up with lao niang earlier before meeting other guys for the show. The "eat snake" queen was not even there when I reached there. Passed her the present which she think it was childish and rushed to meet them.We headed back to yishun after magic of love and I called lao niang to met before heading kaiyim's house. And my christmas came without any counting all thanks to lao niang! Mogs gang was so slacking; I saw them and asked them to join cs they all but they refused and walked away as if they saw a monster in the mrt station.
Lao niang passed my present to me.She said she bought in a rush.Anyway, thanks...I really liked them no matter.And also these...from joo darling & from saw hui sweetheart!
Saw hui really did scare people because we stray onto her ipop nano while sprayed daniel o-pa.She was so angry by scolding us."Tiger don't angry will treat like hello kitty". Anyway, she was able to calm down. Then lao niang and I went to yishun police post to borrow toilet. At this very moment, our miss kai yim called and I lied to her that annie was robbed. Maybe because I sounded too serious, she was some sort of believe.
The snow battle started as we guys went to the bus stop.What kind of men were them! Two boys attacked one poor girl.Somemore my teammate, lao niang still betrayed me and helped them. After I was "hurt" seriously, they targetted lao da and lao da really gave up and the guys sprayed inside her shirt. We left after kaiyim came and mistaken few cabs as the cad she was taking.
The night is still young. I went to kaiyim's house to showerThis was my first time sleep over.I did drank some beer but not as hyper as annie, who drank three bottles.She even bought chocolate with wine.Lao niang commented that this is so cool.Look how slacking they were. And stupid face!:P Called us to come and ended chatting on phone! And this girl who admired herself too much.And my turn... who looked abit "auntie"Then we started to treat it as our room by taking her things out. See big purple ring! I also found monk bags which kaiyim bought in thailand and don't want it anymore.And became lao niang's and mine laterally.I think she was hanged over. Slept till ten the next morning and kaiyim's mum gave us christmas present!So good!This was what I bought for myself for christmas- black bubble socks.I caught her sleeping again.Went to had breakfast and gone back to get our stuff.Before going...lao niang said I looked so tai ke so she kept taking photos with me.And they said I looked pretty when the me in the photo don't like me.This is the "new" model for this perfume. I got home and bathed before meeting zhi for this movie.This is show is so funny. The monk is a gay, star war appeared too. But I really do loved the last part which is so touching!I think I am bitch because I was talking and talking.We took neoprints and we headed home.Bought presents for mum and dad on my way home.Expo tomorrow...kim asked me to go at 10am because it was the first day.Anyway, two things to recommend:Amy chueng's Wo Zai Yun Shang Ai Ni and duo yu by lan zheng long, guo ping chao and an yi xuan. Both ending was kind of pity.

=BeAutIful FrIghter=
fights till the end...@ 11:10 PM

Friday, December 23, 2005

This week I was rather slacking.Let me recap what I did.
I bought three pair earrings.
I walked from one station to another whenever I was down.
I worked almost everyday.
I am sick and tire of working.
I watched king kong with cat, jinlong and ying wei.
King kong was rather bored...because the movie was slow and predictable. But it was quite worth because it was a three hour show and the techo was rather not bad.
My dad allowed me to count down for christmas. I am going meet up with my friends for christmas eve!
That's all, nothing much since everyday is the same.

=BeAutIful FrIghter=
fights till the end...@ 11:43 PM

Thursday, December 22, 2005

You are a Koala!
Cuddly and snuggly. You love romance and being pampered by a partner. Candle-lit dinners, red roses and soft, moody music all set the perfect tone for you. In bed you're very sensual and eager to give your partner as much as they give you. You love sex but it isn't a major priority in your relationships. You're at your happiest being cradled in your partner's arms.

Your Hidden Talent
Here is the analysis:
The Artist.You love freedom and want to follow your heart's desires. You might not be at your best when dealing with other people. Once you are given the opportunity to work your chosen way, your gift will shine. A tip for you is not to concentrate too much on your own work, but widen your focus and consider the opinions of other people.

Who is your dream guy?
Here is the analysis:He is wild and adventurous. His path is often against the world. He does what he wants when he feels like. His type of girl is quite like him, independent and wise. If you love freedom and willing to risk, go for this guy.

How well do you react?
Here is the analysis:You recover quickly from disappointment. But when you feel that things are going wrong, you will react immediately.

Your future friend: You have a big sister confidence and leadership. So you friends are mostly vulnerable and always need your help. You can't resist helping these people and eventually you all will become good friends.
Your travel plan: In the future, you will often take overseas trips especially to modernized countries. You will get to explore Europe and North Asia like you always wanted.
Your future financial status: You are very good at saving and sometimes you are even stingy. The reason you want your teeth to grow longer is because when you can't eat, you can save even more on food. Once your money is deposited in the bank, there's no way that you will withdraw it out just to spend on luxuries.
The last period of your life: You can't stand being a lonely old lady so you will spend the last days of you life being a kind loving grandparent so that the kids will love to have you around.

Whats your favorite mode of travel?
Here is the analysis:Your inner energy brings you through life. You will achieve your goal in life as long as you take it easy.

What do your friends think of you?
Here is the analysis:It's time to climb up your walls and make friends. Although you feel happy with your friends, your silence might be interpreted that you are too jealous to speak out.

The Rain
This will tell about your marriage.Your love is so hot that you won't care for anything else, even a proper wedding.

How well will you survive in this wild world?
Here is the analysis:Because of your kind nature, you always find it hard to turn down people in need. You always want to do so many things at once but eventually you might not achieve anything. Try to focus on one thing at a time and you will surely be successful.

The Bridge
Here is the analysis:You believe in the good and the pure. Anything other than that is not what you will bend towards. Within your silence, you are arrogant.

What's in the cave?
Here is the analysis:Cheating on your boyfriend/girlfriend is a real challenge to you. That makes you feel smart. Whenever your sweetheart is out of sight, you'll jump to another.

Your Sixth Sense
Your Sixth Sense Score: 50%You are too careful. Listen more to your inner feelings and take a chance. You will then find the pleasure in life.

A Magic Present
Here is the analysis:You like to know secrets about people. You are quite superstitious. Although you are very careful about spending your money, you often end up spending a lot of money on unnecessary stuff.

The Thing You Forgot
Here is the analysis:Selecting this item means you understand things around you well. However, when you want to prove that you are right, you are likely to insist with the words "yes, yes, yes", but don't offer further explanation.

The House
Here is the analysis:You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You always have plans on your mind. This might cause a lot of stress if things don't go the way you expect. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. We also see that you are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. You don't think much about yourself.

Your Working StyleYou are extremely dependable and devotedly accept responsibilities beyond the call of duty. You have a complete, realistic, and practical respect for the facts. When you see from the facts that something needs to be done, you pause to think about it. If you decide that action will be helpful, you accept the responsibility. You can remember and use any number of facts, but want them all accurate. You like everything clearly stated.
Your private reactions, which seldom show in your face, are often vivid and intense. Even when dealing with a crisis you look calm and composed. Behind your outer calm you are viewing the situation from an intensely individual angle, often a delightfully humorous one. When you are "on duty" and dealing with the world, however, your behavior is sound and sensible.
You are thorough, painstaking, hard-working, and patient with particulars and procedures. You can do the "little" things that need to be done to carry a project to completion. Your perseverance tends to stabilize everything with which you are connected. You do not enter into things impulsively, but once in, you are very hard to distract or discourage. You do not quit unless experience convinces you that you are wrong.
You often choose careers where you can combine your careful observation and your caring for people, as in the health professions. Other fields attractive to you are teaching, office work, and occupations that provide services or personal care. You show your feeling preference in your contacts with the world. You are kind, sympathetic, tactful, and genuinely concerned; traits that make you very supportive to persons in need.
Because of your concern for accuracy and organization, you often move into supervisory roles. If you are in charge of something, your practical judgment and appreciation of what works make you conservative and consistent. You take care to collect the facts necessary to support your evaluations and decisions. A you gain experience, you compare the present problem to past situations.
For you, problems may be arise if your judgment is not developed. If your feeling preference remains undeveloped, you will not be effective in dealing with the world. You may instead retreat, becoming silently absorbed in your inner reactions to sense-impressions. Then nothing of value is likely to come out. Another potential problem is that you tend to be somewhat suspicious of imagination and intuition and not take it seriously enough.

How do you eat fried eggs?
Here is the analysis:You are logical, smart and inventive. It's okay for you to make people think that you are a little self-centered. You just focus on what you're doing.

What Would You Do?
Do you have a chance with the one you love?You have no confidence. You try to take chances but always miss them since you are too scared to really jump in and try.
In any case, if you don't make any efforts to meet people, no relationship is going to get started

=BeAutIful FrIghter=
fights till the end...@ 2:35 AM

I hate my brain.It is always occupied with food.I hate my mouth because it can't stop taking in food.I hate my body because they ask for more food.I hate my fatty tummy because they simply can't slim.I hate my fleshy limbs, they are super ugly making me looks like man. I hate my digestive system because they can't produce shit before consulting laxative. I hate people say I am fat, gain weight. I hate my weight.I hate my getting bigger day by day's face. I hate my softness, can't refuse attitude toward food.

=BeAutIful FrIghter=
fights till the end...@ 2:12 AM

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
The Real You
Here is the analysis:
You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.
What's your personality love style?
Here is the analysis:You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
What type of personality do you have?
Here is the analysis:
Kind and Gentle.Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.
What does being a friend really mean to you?
You value your friendships: 65%.You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.
Are You Nosy?
Nosy Level: 80%.You have a wild and crazy imagination, and this can lead you to being very nosy as you strive to check out whether your theories are true. You get very occupied with your own thoughts and create fantastic stories out of the things that you think are happening in people's lives. It might be a good idea to concentrate more on your own life.
A present for your boyfriend
Here is the analysis:You are interested in the opposite sex. Though you have already got a guy you like, you still date with other guys. Is that right?
Jealousy Test
Jealousy Level: 40%
You harbor hidden feelings of jealousy.You easily get jealous of other people, but you manage to control your expressions and emotions. For instance, when a close friend tells you that she has met the man of her dreams, you might sincerely say to her "Congratulations!", but what you're really thinking is "You're so lucky! Why can't I be you?"
How you control your husband, who will lead the family and who will be led?You tend to adopt traditional roles of a fine woman. You listen to what your husband tell you attentively and enjoy being guided and led by him.
Steal It!
What are the causes of your conflicts with friends?Ornaments signify harmony. You are likely to have a habit of criticizing. You tend to talk in such a way that you are always right such as "It is not like that." or "I'm not wrong." You should learn to say something like "I'm sorry."
The Bus
Here is the analysis:You are more concerned with yourself rather than with others. Superficially, you are a quiet and imaginative person. As you choose to sit at the back, you can converse with your friends although you do not talk a lot.
The Hang Glider
Here is the analysis:You love fair relationship with your boyfriends. You like a simple wedding. It can merely be cohabitation without wedding, or you live separately with your husband. Despite all these, you will still have a good time together until you become a grandmother or a grandfather. Then, you are still good friends who always living the rest of your life together.

=BeAutIful FrIghter=
fights till the end...@ 12:58 PM

Monday, December 19, 2005

I love walking alone when feeling a bit down.Business was good yesterday but was bore while waiting for fishes. It was so quiet...I think I am too cool that people don't want to talk to me.The breeze refresh my thoughts.Memories just flow through the brain.
And I just walk andwalk.

=BeAutIful FrIghter=
fights till the end...@ 9:57 AM

Saturday, December 17, 2005

Well. Rather bore yesterday while add alittle smile today.
I thought I was on shift today but it turned didn't. The company asked us to work together but I think I am super extra so I asked for early dismiss.
So I worked for two hours today and couldn't catch the guys who had gone to k-box.
Since nothing to do, I went to the salon.This was me yesterday.
Around one hour ago.
Few minutes ago.






And nowSpecial price: Cut + Wash + Dye + Highlight + blow = $55

Wondering why I had so much money?It was not mine.My mum sponsped me. So don't try to questioned me "you got so much money to buy this, buy that and dye your hair and no money for this?"

Oh come on, I simply hate it!Somemore, can't I save some money for the future?

=BeAutIful FrIghter=
fights till the end...@ 7:30 PM
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