--:: Tan Xiang Zhou ::--

Saturday, September 30, 2006

Deborah.Met her last sunday.

She shaved her hair and went to spotliaght to buy cloth to cover.

Another bible for me.

Nothin to do so I took a picture of me.

At my jiemei's house after watching rob-b-hood.

Watching ghost whisper.

Trying to take a picture of me.

Turned out so hard to take.

Jiemei and his sofa bed.Tried to took pictures using his phone but he can't focus on himself.

So cute right?Blew bubbles when he was tired of study.

The police force?

Sorry...forget to put flash.

=BeAutIful FrIghter=
fights till the end...@ 6:57 PM

Sunday, September 24, 2006

Busy like a buzzing bee...

Mum bought a weighting machine.Thanks!

Yen yee gave me this super kawaii wallet for my birthday.Thanks.Shall start using once attachment over.

Still remember the day I slept from 6pm to 8am?That was the day my mum iron a hole onto my uniform.Didn't make a fuss as I was too sleepy to bother about it.

I haven't do my twenty five drugs.I am lazy bum bum.

Anyway, I met up gabriel for lunch yesterday.Turned up around 2pm when we were supposed to meet at 12.30pm because I woke up at 12pm.Dragged pow yu along.This gabriel was torturing me and mocking at me by saying I should go and buy an apple to put in my mouth so I looked like roasted pork.Fine!Then he pushed my head for no reason!No respect at all.Shall consider to go out with him next time.We settled lunch at cartel.The soft shell crab not nice!The service was terrible.Bided to gabriel and I go shopping again wih pow yu.

Pow yu and I decided to walk to suntec from plaza sing.Tried some dresses as we walked by the this fashion.Walked around marina square and suddenly have urge to cut hair.

So we took train to tanjong pagar.

Like no different-_-"'

Decided to exercise by scrolling along the road.And we reached chinatown.There is a shop called isle and the branchs were like just one street across each other.Saw a nice dress there but it didn't have the colour I want.Others designs look what the lecturer hosey wore to school.Pow yu had to go attend her family function so I asked zhao to watch movie with me.He choose this movie called miami vice and called vincent along.

The movie was so draggy and I had no idea what they talking about.Must read subtitles.The climate came when they were trying to save the black's girlfriend.

Went home and saw my jiemei.He and vincent sent me home and zhao went home play majong.

Camera whoring.

Happy will do.

=BeAutIful FrIghter=
fights till the end...@ 3:21 PM

Thursday, September 21, 2006

I don't know why.I just feel down with this attachment.

Our ci said we should learned five drugs everyday.But I am a lazy ass so I will do it during weekend.That's means 25 drugs during weekend...

I did last office on tuesday and I came to a conclusion that I will never passed away in hospital.

Since today I was in afternoon shift, I slept from 6pm yesterday and woke up at 8am in the morning.Sleep is usually the best way to destress.Feel so refreshed!

Came across this particular blog.Super hilarious=http://www.yourguysxxxposed.blogspot.com/...Why do guys in this world so fuck up?But fuck up guys usually have ways to deal with.

=BeAutIful FrIghter=
fights till the end...@ 10:10 AM

Sunday, September 17, 2006

My mouth got a big ucler.I have to put my finger in my mouth while eating...Very disgusting!

Watched video to kill time.

Ouran High School Host club.A super funny anime.I like honey-chan!

Hongkong darma.Quite funny too.

=BeAutIful FrIghter=
fights till the end...@ 5:18 PM

I am not sure how many times my tears flowed down my cheeks.

I broke down again when I was reading charlene's blog.

Laugh at the sharon 2 until cry.

I was at the bad attitude.Especially to my mum...from yesterday when I returned home, everything she said just piss me off.

That's why I said I don't want to stay at my shell.I don't want to have any other agruement with my family.

Luckily, my sis will not be at home tonight.My grandma didn't come my house recently.I saw her today at downstair.Like those old lady, she actually picked up junk beside the rubbish bin.I saw it and I feel super sad for her.Why has she changed so much that I couldn't even recognise her?

My eyes were tired.I watched vcd since I was at home.I need some hugs...can hug me and spare me a little warmth?

=BeAutIful FrIghter=
fights till the end...@ 12:43 AM

Saturday, September 16, 2006

I went to watch the banquet on Thursday night.

Kat was late and we couldn't find the 933 crew so we went up and down the escalator.Guess what?Daniel Wu came by the escalator!Anyway, we got the ticket and gone into the threatre.Anyway, it was quite a big event as I saw a number of mediacorp artists and that included bryan wang yan li.Not use to sit so front in the cinema.But there's a benefit.

Daniel Wu and mary from 933 came in.

The theatre very dark.

He was just in front of me.

Argh!The person in front of me!

The movie?The sound effect so good.Phone ringing like nobody's business.But the music not bad.The make up was a little bit...like geisha?In the end, all the main roles died.

Friday was the last day at 12D!

Assessed dressing by that piggy lecturer.I just simply don't like her.She has no respect for me.She said I am stupid and clusmy.How can a lecturer comment her student to such extent?Even those who was not under her can sense her favourism.She tried to make me a fool in front of people and made her superior.I really hate her.She made me want to tear.I hate her!She demoralise me!I hate her.She made me confuse.I hate her!And guess what?I heard that she was previously the laziest staff nurse in ward.

I went to donate blood with suba after work.Saw mee guk, who was a regular donater.Fill in the questonaire again.My sixth times filling up.Suba was rejected because of low hb but I finally can donate!

Well, the seat was far better than those we see in the roadshow booth.The nurse told me I had very fine veins(the needle seem to be bigger than my veins) and ask me whether I want even if there will be blueblack.I asked them to continue.

The injection of painkiller is pain but not the needle(thicker than the painkiller's needle).The nurse has to supervise me throughout the whole blood collecting process.And I saw alot of people left even those came after me!

Finally, a packet of blood was collected from me.However, my blood was blocked from the other "Y" connector.And the nurses showed me the old way of collecting blood.

I rest for more than 10 minutes with a packet of ice on my injection site.

Got my snack and went home.

The bandge.

The freebies.I hate iron tablets.

Around 9pm...

Today.A little bit hump.

I don't know why?My heart is in deep sorrow.I sms mao that I am not joinning them to celebrate shawn's birthday because I scare.But...I still want to go out.Don't want to stay in my shelf.

=BeAutIful FrIghter=
fights till the end...@ 4:18 PM

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Actually, I already knew it when I returned and pris msn me the wedsite around 10 plus.

Just have this expression -_- on my face.

2037 D+

2056 C

2057 C+

2082 C

2117 D+ (Expected a fail since I left 20 marks blank...but...)

2119 C+ (I didn't realized that it was my best subject this semester and the mcqs is darm hard)

2121 C

GPA:2.2

Joy, you did a great job by passing all subjects!

P.S:Someone praise me that I am pretty but a bit like ah lian.Hey, that's what I want!

=BeAutIful FrIghter=
fights till the end...@ 10:11 AM

Monday, September 11, 2006

Guess what?The ward was flooded today!Water just flowed out from the pantry.

Esther's patch was gone and here come a new patch.

They were quite but just unfamiliar with the environment.

I got my attached year 1 to do all the that is required in the log book and hurried her to get them signed.I did this because I can actually feel what I want when I was in year 1.

I still prefer ms tan.m. l.That new lecturer looks so piggy to me.

I think I should change my name to hungry...I feel so hungry now!Missing sakae and seoul garden now.

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fights till the end...@ 10:50 PM

Some how or rather, I think I am getting uglier and uglier, fatter and fatter day by day.Always tell others that joy is the cutest and prettiest but now...

Hope that I can go universary.Bless for me!

Hope my bank account got 5 digits(not including the cents) within this year.

=BeAutIful FrIghter=
fights till the end...@ 8:59 AM

Sunday, September 10, 2006

I am on two wheels.

I am a bad driver.Don't get too close to me because I will brake suddenly.

Meet my guys...ben and jerry.

Taste so good.

I had a craving for salted popcorn that I finished my packet before the movie started.

Cool t plus devil?

I like to act cool.

Sometimes a bit blur also no harm.

=BeAutIful FrIghter=
fights till the end...@ 11:23 PM

Ben ben de told me that I am good...

I correct her by saying I am not.

It seem like they are a lot people say I am good.

But the truth is I am not.

I am not a good person.

I am seem to be one but I am not.

So boring and tiring.

Why my life so stinking?Like fixing a puzzle but cannot find the last piece.

Home is not my comfort zone but my shell.The shell to hide.

Hide from the expectations.

Hide from the loneliness.

I am not alone but I feel lonely.Why?

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fights till the end...@ 8:02 PM

Finally had a chance to sit down, eat preserved plum and blog...

I had a terrible cut on my left heel by kicking the trolly on wednesday.It was bleeding profusingly and people were just gross about it.

A big thank to suba who helped to a nice dressing for it and the ice cream treat.Shall upload the photos when pris sent them to me.

I was quite piss with one lao cb in my ward.She knew both of us were not happy with each other.Whatever...refuse to recall how nb(I am not demure,I said vulgaries and she really piss me to use vulargies on her in my blog) she is.

Anyway, I went fellowship on wednesday too.

Germs...who ate crystal jade with me.

My dinner..vercemillin with roasted duck and preserved veggie.(Mum will whacked me if she saw I eat this in crystal jade.)

And here we reached the kampong Party world with dirty toliet.

Ting and her darling pual.

Ting and germs.

Germs and me.

She missed me lots...

Pual and his friend, zach.

Three retarded(the other is daniel not that daniel o-pa).

My peppermint green and I just drank it finish while the others didn't even drink one quarter of theirs.

I had a terrible upper trunk ache.Somehow or rather, I saw pual's friends at the mrt station.I am too ill to talk to them so I treat them as strangers.Anyway, I am also not that familiar with them.

I went home and ate some medication and shit until my ass hole pain and my "big auntie" come.I missed two months and it finally came!

Went to watch the host with pow yu on friday.Still waiting for those photos we took...Anyway, the movie was just fantastic!Got lots of laughters and tears.Highly recommended!

Went out with pow yu again yesterday.Had tea shake hut for lunch.

Few minutes ago.

Few minutes later.

After lunch, pow yu acompanied me to go bugis shop.Bought a top and hot pant before going to east coast to cycle.

Ate water rise for dinner.Pancake burgers and honeydew ice cream..yum yum!Shopped parkway and I bought a top and skirt.Went to visit pow yu's house.

I had to take boat to her house.

Another jay's fan.

I am so in love with goong.

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fights till the end...@ 5:24 PM