This factory cannot slack anymore.Work until my neck pain.

The boss kept coming and comment that promoter job is better than production job.

Joke of the day happened he dropped me outside causeway point, asking me if I am going to meet boyfriend.I replied I am going to buy something and he said never ever have a osim guy as boyfriend because they have black heart(o xin).

Thinking of the days at ISEP on bus.So surprised that I was 3 weeks there and I was kind of unwilling to work there on the second day.Recalled back some funny scenes when working there.

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Naive or fool?If I have a boyfriend, I will bring him home to show to my folks.Weekend will stay at his house and help him out with housework.Then eat dinner together while watching tv.Lied on his bed and hugged him to sleep.

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Somehow or rather, I think people with such mindset is going to exist.

I was attract to this guy who look so serious when working.Let fate takes its path then.xp

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Last day at ISEP and was sent to Tuas.Took 169 instead of 969 so have to walk a distance.

Only seven people at tuas.Started work at 11am and ended around 7 plus.The guys kept teasing about my name.Is there something wrong with Tan xiang zhou?!Even the boss said it sound like a guy's name.Sweep the floor after work.Got one guy came and ask want to watch movie after work with his friend.Quite happy but I knew he was playing a fool.All thanks to me, water was able to drove back home instead of taking taxi from the office.

Met pow yu after work.Ate billy bombers while waiting for her.Then went to vivocity to watch deathnote.L is so cool.But he eats alot of sweet stuffs.I wonder if he will get diabetes.I wonder if I was having a eye infection.Red eyes.Pow yu as background.She also very vain;use so many mirrors to style hair.Fly me to the moon...Take me away...Vivo city.

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And then I send pow yu home.Decided to take night rider but history repeat again.I missed the bus.Took a bus home the next morning.

Cannot find people for dinner.

My mum said I go work and back home not with money but clothes!

Four days at metro and I bought two tops, two pair of shoes.Before that I even go highlight my hair at pelvic point and bought one top with two skirts.

For my highlight, it was not obvious at all.Please don't tell me "I can't see your highlight" because it just make me feel like throwing money to sea.

The last day of metro sale I went hunting for clothes again.This time I saw a very nice silky baby pink top.I went to try and I like it very much as it look good on me.And then I saw the brand.It wrote "Mum2be".

I dropped my head and put back the top.

I want to get a laptop.Recommend something around $2000.

I wonder did I left anything in people's life.

My smile.

My movement.

My eyes.

My words.

My voice.

My everything.

Forget about it... I am just back to my depression state.

Why?It just feel so terrible to take bus home alone after work.

RETRIBUTION!

Vainpot.

The word that I read from book today.Find it quite amusing.Maybe I was a vainpot too.Loves money until my uncle was saying I should have my lens change to the green dollars lens.

As I said , I am now a robot.I started work from 9am and ended at 8 plus withe 1 hour break in between.Like those female role in korean drama, work day to night and has very little sleep.As a result, I had very thick black eyes bags.I can now even fell asleep by my eyes within 3 minutes.And it was so embarssing that my head kept knocking the person sitting beside me on bus.

However, I just feel that my life is so meaningful.At least I know what I am leading and not staying at home facing the four walls, thinking some childish things.Everyday I wake up, I told myself I must earn as much as I can.And the feeling that I can use my own money is just simply great.Thanks god!

As a girl; sometimes I just wish there is a guy.But annilism remind that it's not easy to nurture a relationship, which I find it quite true.Someone told me that my first relationship happened is just because both kelvin and I were just too lonely so we made a try.I think also quite true.From youth to now, I always depend on others.Now, I am afraid it will happen again although no suitors for now.I am also very bad, I actually cause away "potential" suitors on me away if they are not up to my standards.Maybe I just don't want to waste any time on them and just don't want any dragging(I have terrible experience) in between by providing them with hopes that I give a darm.Even some quizs are saying that my expectations were too high that will cause me to be a loner.I don't want to be a loner when I die but neither I want my life to be sad.

One of the things I do is to have green tea after meal.

After resting for a day, I worked like a robot again.

Went out with lao niang on Saturday night.I miss her alot ever since we got our last pay before my attachment.

It was our very first time to Gashouse and I think it would be my last time!

First of all, the location is not very good and the directory from internet didn't gave any help at all.

We walked around bugis.A nice lady gave us direction to nafa; she is very helpful!But that didn't end the story!

We found nafa but we cannot find the gashouse.Moreover, there are three campus and all being separated!We walked and walked, passed by a lot coffeeshop and hotels.The most funny part is lao niang(l.n) went to ask a security guard(s.g) for direction.

l.n:"Excuse me, where is middle road?"

s.g:"Middle road?!You walk straight then turn.That road is middle road"

l.n:"Ok, do you know where is gashouse?"

s.g:"Guesthouse?What is the address?"

L.n:"No,it is a cafe pub.Can you describe about middle road?"

S.g:"Middle road is the centre of singapore."

-_-"'--->expression on our face.

S.g:"In the past, there got people sell shoes and bags.Now you see alot of insitution like nit...."

And lao niang just thanked and dragged me away before he continued the story.

So we followed the s.g's instruction but cannot get what we want.

We ended up asking the $2.40 uncle for help.And he just drove for less than 5 minutes, we saw the venue.

The place is full of smoke.Everyone was wearing the smae thing.Luckily, I didn't wear this kind of style.The band performed was terrible.Scream and scream plus no accomodate with the music.Very big different from those japanese band group.The audience was super freezing as ice.Only a few angmo were dancing like nobody's business and I doubt them know what the singer was singing.

Sat there for less than thirty minutes and just left the place.

Wanted to dine at TCC but the waiters just wouldn't give us any attention that piss me to maximum and decided to just go.One waiter even thank us for coming there just to warm the seats!

Ended up having supper at the hk cafe nearby icon.But this didn't bought us down!We went to a pub opposite it to have a drink.

This is

lao niang

aka annilism

aka reiko.

She is not shy at all.

Not scared of exposing her panties.

This is so cool.

And this too.

This is my pretty face.xP

And my self whoring photos.

The drinks.

And three shots of us!

And I will straight away drunk after drinking bacadi.I kept nodding the person beside as I fell asleep.And I decided to swapped place with him to sleep.I think I was drooling on bus.So disgusting!="(

And he ended up alighting the same stop as me.Oh my!!!

My spare tyre(very bad?).

Watched World Trade Centre on monday with lingz and Chun Hao.

I started to tear with few minutes.It was so touching and I really think life is so amazing and must cherish the time with my love ones.

I was very busy making money these two days.Cut wire, screw here and there.But I want to earn more!!!

I was provoked on tuesday.Come on, you don't understand me please don't put any judgement or label on me.

The thought that you never love me before just pain my heart.I told myself that I must be glad that you are living happily.But my tears just want to drop when I heard your news.Did you toy me before?Hundreds of such thoughts just raced through my mind.I hate such kind of me...

My last day of year 2 sem1 attachment in ttsh. TTSH CI is darm good!Guess what I did to charlene.Can't imagine that there is actually a school inside this super rural place.I was attached to the school inside here.Slacking during shs.Catch the students as they were running about.I got MOLESTED!Actually, the boy was just playing with me.He wanted to beat me and ended up beating there.Another tried to put his head on my shoulder.One boy loves clapping hands with me.Another wants to put his hand around me.One girl cried and cried after injection and started to cry again when she saw her friend being ject.One kid was being hold down by 5 adults for injection.A boy tried to kick off my hands when I was helping the doctor to check his gential.The moon is smaller compared to last year. And only hana, lingz,me and lingz's friends turned out for lantern festival celebration.Some kids set up fire at the park.

Here came the fireman.Lingz and wani.ACSBC rulez!

Hana and me.Pround members of acsbc.The light of joy.

XZ...the symbol of my name.

Colourful rock created by me.

Sexy?!

Chun hao with lantern and mooncake.

Jiawei's contribution.

Firesparkles.

Like fairies when playing with this.

Lantern fest must carry lantern.

Ling spoiled the whole picture by closing eyes.

The only two guys.

Act only.

Happy lantern festival!

Happy mid-autumn!

Angels on earth!

Act cute shot 1.

Act cute shot 2.

Drinking session at laoda's house.

Long time no see friend-Jingru.

Nerdy Joy #1.

Nerdy joy #2.

Forget to bring keys out and stayed overnight at lao da's house.Reached home around 9 and out of my house at 10.In the end, I was the first to reach.K session to celebrate ting's birthday.My legs ached!First I did was to remove my shoes when entered the room.

Typical germs.

Ting's favourite- pual.

Birthday girl so excited to sing.

The couple.Just realized that pual had the same reaction for the previous one.

Self admire shot 1.

Self admire shot 2.

Husband sings wife follows.

Birthday girl and me.Went shopping and all the girls bought a pair of shoe.Dinner at crystal jade and rush to took neos.

While waiting for the couple.

Waiting patiently.

Aiyo.

They were so slow.

Brrr...

I even took picture of germs.

This is evidence that pual cannot act cute!

Went out with pow yu after my interview on sunday.

With my new liquid eyeliner.

Habourfront->Chinatown->Bugis.And my foots were aching all the way.

Went shopping till my wallet empty.

But I am still happy!