I don't know why.

Often made negative remarks that hurt self and people around.
Often do some stunts that stunned everyone.
This week...I suddenly so angry when I realized they took my seducing sleeping pose.I cried during k box session.
Why am I feeling negative and so irriated?Sometimes, I really have images that I use a piece of broken glass to cut my wrist.
What am I doing?Why I so...sometimes I do hate myself.Am I hurting you?Did my self-destruction have an impact on you?
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Went subway for group study on thursday.Bought bedsheets for new year and settled down.Jovell said I threw my debit card on the table...I don't even realized that!She is my eating kaki!I looked so ugly that day so I used my cup to hide away my face.I am so emo...
K-box on friday.Germs, sorry to throw temper on you.I don't the mood to sing...Took neoprint after that.Muacks*This is the most funny after all.The most shocking.
Having dinner at village.My dinner.Germs and me.Jovell.Ting came into picture.I love waffle with original smell.The result of crying.I loved playing with rain.Thanks darling kat!I don't know why I must angry with you.
P.S.You asked me to forget so I will.We had nothing at all.In the past, now and the future.

My practical test is over!And I passed!A borderline pass I think...alot of question don't know how to answer!

And also my ten minutes presentation.This part, I think I can pass...that's all I ask for because I was quiet lousy compared to other performer.One of them even gave refreshment(trying to bride the teacher?who knows?) while mine was described as "brushing toilet".
I wanted to finish within the time limit so I was like rushing over.
Anyway, I was late for 30 minutes today and friends around was asking why.Well, I woke up late again. For the past few days, I had been rushing my patient education in the wee hours.It'ok to let them cancel some attendence.I just took it as some donation, in other words, "si she" for them.
Anyway did some blood test on monday.
First, prick your finger.Well, it's ting ting.It's mine.I think I have some saddist gene in my body.
Drip your blood onto the plastic dish and quickly, drop the antigens to prevent clotting.That's mine result.So those with the clotting is my positive.The result showed I am B+.And the experiment created lots of rubbish.Spot those tiny black colour thingy?It's all from my eraser.See how hard when I did my mahjong paper I erase till the whole floor has it.

Shopping during weekend is so HOT! Shopping malls just packed with people.But if not packed, those shopping centres cannot just close down.

Went shopping with jovell.Her motive is cut hair but her mum called her to go cut tomorrow.My dress code.Actually wanted to wear the green top those girls bought for me on my birthday but my bro was saying,"Don't need to change.You wear this top confirm fat!"
Both of us were too excited yesterday that our passion for shopping just went down today.Nothing interested us much...I bought the dress I saw yesterday.I went vivo but no size.And I saw it today with my size!A little bit expensive but the material and design wise is quite worth.
Cannot find any suitable leggings...
Went sushi tei...packed with people but still managed to got place after waiting for few minutes.I never tell sashimi;don't like raw food.My udon...tasteless and jovell commented the sauce is not that good compared to japan.Hungry two.The fried salmon...yucks!Cold and got big bones.Took quite alot of fried food and I was quite impressed that we only ate 10 plates.I still remember that went sakae with ting, min and hannah...we took 50 over plates.Both of us ate until very full and I felt like my thoat is full of oil.Passby hereen and took neoprints!The machine sensor is not working...very hard to decorate.Actually there is no time limit to decorate but someone took while we were decorating so it turned toa time limit thingy.So I decorated with photoshop.Went to starbucks to have a drink before heading home.Some mocha thingy I think(?)She actually said she is full.Seat for zara.
Left only acessories and bag to be bought for chiense new year.

Last lesson for elective.Another word, test!

I had no mood to study after heard joo and Dr Yong said the questions came up will be from e-tut.
So I lazed around when I reached home yesterday till around 12 then took up the book to study.But, very soon, I fell asleep.Woke up at 7 plus and studied.Then, I realized I don't know a lot of thing he is teaching.Anyway, I managed to flipped finished the notes.
Ah min always had funny names created by charlene and jovell.Ke lian, shi she...don't know how they linked.Anyway, I bought wrong book today.Nice place isn't it?Try to identify that thingy!Still don't know?Actually we are going on cruise.See, that's it!Not this!Before boarding.Actually, we went vivocity!Have subway for dinner.There is a good pointwith vivocity...the shops we went today all provided seats.So when we were tired, we can just sit down while waiting for friends to choose or try their clothings.See my harvests!The chocolate is from ben ben de.She knew I liked this kind of chocolate..thanks, smile from bottom of my heart.Sometimes, I really feel so insecure...finally can take breath after the theory test on wednesday.