I am so sad because my boyfriend said I am annoying.=(
Badzom poly got the answer.
Some fact is true while others...go watch yourself.

Everyone is feeling stress if I not wrong.

Talked to joo last week.Don't know why...I had strong feeling that she will be always there for me and she is.Although her comment is always the same but I still like to hear.Maybe I just need a pat to my heart to carry on my way.In actual fact, she suffered quite a lot than me but I was the one who is console by this lovely secondary school friend.Thanks for my meow meow too, although the concern is a little bit late.
Some how I think I stick to boyfriend too much(he got say before it's a little annoying...so sad my boyfriend say I am annoying) and I almost don't know what friendship is. Thanks joo tolet feel that again.
I had gone to my past shell again.I care but don't bother. I keep my feeling to myself and don't want to be bother.Maybe I am sick of talking, crapping, smiling or whatever you can think of?Every morning wake up just want to get back to dreamland.
Sometimes do get sad about it whenever people don't come and find me.But..in second thought, it could be a good thing.At least they are leading a happy and wonderful life.They don't need me to worry about them. So I should be blessed...at least they live happily ever after.Anyway, don't worry, I just don't like to express my concern(typical tranditional thinking), if happen to have a blog, I will read whenever I am free.If you happen to have any missnap(which is like touch wood!), I will be in front of my computer, worry and hoping you can get over it soon.I care but I don't bother...I will change but currently the stress bug is killing me, I can't help myself but I will try my very best to help you if you need my aid.

Well, well...enough of those soapy drama speech, I shall now present my finalised nursing project. By the way, I am doing stress managment.Sort of funny as I still can't figure out how to cope stress efficiently.A very last minute but still in time, my group had transformed our very product to a calendar.Done by me, germs, charlene and xiao liang.Went to NDC to fix my "chip".See there is a gap when I bite my teeth. This showed I can't eat hard food anymore. Say bye bye to all bubble tea pearls as I can no longer bite them but swallow them. x(Actually the denist didn't fix the chip.He redo everything.Spot those metal thingy on the molar.I used to have two.Now, I have four. And the aching stop only today! Back to school for tut.Slacked at computer lab first.The pills were playing the frames in their handphones.Why never ask me to play?I can pose alot of patterns... =( But at least better than nothing.
The last lesson of the week was a role play.We should see how that woman act "retarded" and how drama suba act.I act as nurse who has no affair with the womanizer son.I am addicted to bleach 2, which is in my boyfriend's psp.It's a fighting game.Those fight until enemy's life finish. I am so engrossed to the game that boyfriend had to force a goodbye kiss and chased me out the train. And the first thing I called boyfriend in the sunday morning is to ask him whether he got charge his psp.
Went facial on saturday.Squeezed those blackhead until my face looked like infested with pimples.Had eyebrows done.Looked so bald isn't it?
Went to connie's birthday party.By the way, happy birthday to davin and connie. jianling , davin and boyfriend were playing 0-5-10-15-20.Losers had to eat the chocolate and jian ling ate half a tub while davin and boyfriend continue with the remainings.Those losers were eating and throwing those chocolate at the same time.The funny part is those choclate turned out to be expired.Boyfriend lost so he drank the whole packet of fruit juice.And again with a cup of concentrated lemon juice with choco ball, green tea and curry sauce.He ended up pouring half a cup away and landed on my foot! =(
Watched this show on sunday with boyfriend.Now with ben ben de. *A lot of fucking scenes.*
Just watched alone with min,ting,germs and charlene.The show did scare me but not as scary compared to shutter.Min covered the whole head and ting lost track of some part of the show.Charlene said germs did scream.
Watched guess 3 on saturday and now I just want to protect my lips!Do do lips.Can be bloated face,dulan aka piss off.CheeseNervous.Kiss*

I just want to sleep more, even I slept early last night.Yawn~Z_zzz

Maybe I got influnced by my lazy ass.
I got two presentation on monday.That old hag said we had the point but need to elaborate more and there is no class involvement. Our second one was y presentation and she said there is no division of work.
Went dental afterward.A new dentist.He commented that I need to wear my braces for another eight to ten months because my teeths seem to be not equal, symmetrical. He also said there is cavities and showed me the discolouration at the root of the teeth( I assumed it is because of the afternoon nap.I never brushed my teeths when taking nap). He advised me not to have choco and coke anymore =xI think no one actually saw this.One of the braces actually loosen and drop off.Got to fix it on coming friday.Four rubber bands were fixed and the biting skill seem a bit lose out.
I had my practical on tuesday. Went to throw rubbish and being locked outside the campus. Walked and banged into the counter table outside lab while going for practice.
That hot pink was really...Those whose names were being call had to pick their question before going for assessment.This GY hot pink whose turns not being call happily went to look at the question that picked up by someone esle. She deserved the tick from old hag.
I was tested on suctioning; the moment I picked up the question, my mind went blank.The quesion didn't stated what skill!So they were actually testing our critical thinking.Old hag asked me what is my skill and I replied her I haven't finished reading.
My tester was evelyn. I behaved like a rushing train. She even said to me that it was not a emergency procedure and can take my time. I felt like a totally fool while testing. The way I teared my gloves...the package teared in the middle. I put my catheter at the wrong armpit. I started counting immediately once I put my catheter.
Suba was tested CVP.Actually most of us don't know that we need to put a "+" in front of the CVP reading. So she assume that the reading minus the normal reading. Her tester then give her a multiple choice asking her which is the correct one.
Luckily, both of us passed as well as the seven pills. But suba and me was like can't get over it and we still like a bit blur after our assessment.
Anyway, I had nice dinner with boyfriend.That idiot.Only like the soup and duck.Please do not order the fried seafood mee, which taste exactly like those fried mee siam nearby my house.Small little gift for my boyfriend, who's a idiot to go and find out the price.Happy 100th days together.Shall end this post with some of my lovely face.

The ulcers didn't seem to heal =(

I went back home wednesday to sleep and back to school for theory paper...it was a tough paper and I felt so stress about it.
After theoy paper, went to eat sakura to celebrate lao da's return from china.Ice cream for dessert!Lao da also ordered the same as me.My ulcers are so painful and I gave my choco balls to cs.Karin's yam ice cream.Still the same, liked purple like nutz.Lingz just had nafra before coming.The guys had their earthquake.Firstly, they said the price of the earthquake when divided was the same as those as that came in one serving.After the girls decided their ice cream, they decided to eat earthquake.They are shy...I liked zhao's spec
Went to find boyfriend after school on thursday.He supposed to have his medical check up on 17 september but happily see the wrong date and went the check up place for nothing on thursday 17 july.
I ended up having nap at his house.
He's an idiot.He corrected the way I pronounced GY and imitated the way I speak(I had to curl my lips in order not to touch the ulcers). I love to use vulgaries on him because he cannot scold me back. =)I showed this picture because people said boyfriend is a tweety bird(big head, small body).

I also want to catch up with you guys.I don't want to use no time as excuse because I did but no management.Maybe inform me earlier...
Exam is coming...urge to mug...

My lips are swollen.
Talking, eating hurt...
Don't feel like talking...all I want is sleep especially in your warmth.

My "big auntie" came and I suffered from abdominal pain that couldn't relieve by panadol.To more salt, my mouth is infected with ulcer once again.My asshole also pain because I shited four times since I returned home from school.

Went to celebrate saw hui's birthday.Birthday girl dressed so nice...We had our lunch at new york new york.This time the food didn't made me wait.Good news...yuk found a new love!I saw him but couldn't recalled how he looked like now.
Actually I am quite sad when angie asked want to share someone present and someone replied no after with that person in the same class for 2 years.The reason is because she said she is not very familiar with this particular person.Is not that asking you to buy but asking you to share... heart a little pain because I consider myself as very close with the particular person and they said not familiar which made me wonder in the future years, will you still remember there's such a person called tan xiang zhou?I not very sure...I felt a bit isolated sometimes because they always talked about things I don't know(secret?) or I am always the last to know.Sad...I see my future in old folk home sitting on the rocking chair alone, waiting for death to befall on me.
Anyway, we watched harry potter without ling and yuk.The show dried my eyes and made me want to sleep.
Went to vist my ben ben de after that.Supposed to study but ended up sleeping away.
Met up with boyfriend.Joined welfred and a lady called wanyi.Had dinner at village. We were later separated since they went to watch harry.Boyfriend and I just walked around orchard.
Boyfriend purposely made for me.Happy 90th days!My mum...She didn't know about this frame and asked me to take after she combed her hair.My mum tried to pyscho me and my sis to go have dinner with her because my aunt were treating us.But she failed.Went boyfriend's house on sunday.His mum asked whether got helped him cook all these diahes and I said I was sleeping while he prepared.His mum asked me to praise him and his dad said he dotes me alot.Really?This is not the first time people said this.
Anyway, boyfriend's sister, mei mei, is in love with someone older than us.Boyfriend kept joking about her stead during dinner.
Exam coming...time to mug for tomorrow's practical.

Went to visit baby ryan last sunday.Actually I also went to visit another baby girl.A good baby; wake up when hungry.The new mummy and daddy were so panic when he didn't woke up on time when it's feeding time."I am hungry, feed me!"Time to sleep again...He seem to more yellowish and thinner ever since I saw him in hospital.Grabbed this from yen yee's friendster.Check out my thick eyebags.And germ's 2 months stomach...muhahaha xp...
Happy birthday to those having birthday on 13rd, 14th, 15th, 20th, 23rd & 21st...think you guys know who you are...