I am so sad on tuesday...that I called and message him.

I don't mean to message him.
I really want to let him go freely without any burdens and worries.
Last night went pub with pei pei & friends at neil road.
& you know,
I always love to play this game with pei pei.
Result?
one came up hestiation & the other is he is just playing on me.
Hestiation = no ending.
He's the one made the first move & yet left hestiation.
Funny...if you think you can't make a decision then don't get into the game.Hurt people's feelings.
The other one shown up only one time & showed I am still the one giving.
Although Peipei kept saying I still love him, the fact is he's in my heart and always on my mind.Is not that kind of love but more on friendship.
I messaged the secret again last night when I am back home.In the state of sobering...I wondered if he read my message.
Want to know?
ok,
6 words, 16 letters...love the way you love me when I know your heart is with me.
Pei pei said she feel like puking when all these kind of "love love" came out from my mouth.
Do I really have the face of joker?
Do I really look that unserious?
Do I really look like your somebody?
Do I really look like a player?
Hai~