I am so sad on tuesday...that I called and message him.

I don't mean to message him.
I really want to let him go freely without any burdens and worries.
Last night went pub with pei pei & friends at neil road.
& you know,
I always love to play this game with pei pei.
Result?
one came up hestiation & the other is he is just playing on me.
Hestiation = no ending.
He's the one made the first move & yet left hestiation.
Funny...if you think you can't make a decision then don't get into the game.Hurt people's feelings.
The other one shown up only one time & showed I am still the one giving.
Although Peipei kept saying I still love him, the fact is he's in my heart and always on my mind.Is not that kind of love but more on friendship.
I messaged the secret again last night when I am back home.In the state of sobering...I wondered if he read my message.
Want to know?
ok,
6 words, 16 letters...love the way you love me when I know your heart is with me.
Pei pei said she feel like puking when all these kind of "love love" came out from my mouth.
Do I really have the face of joker?
Do I really look that unserious?
Do I really look like your somebody?
Do I really look like a player?
Hai~

I cut away my hair so that it won't tangle when I take pat pat's bike home.

Friend #1
Hey sha sha de,
dun too upset.
U always have me ok.
I will nv leave u.
Although i may not be always there beside u, u always in my heart n i always in ur heart.
So dun feel alone. Dun worry, u will find ur mr right.

Friend#2
life is great!sun is going to be bright!
life is going towards the light!
and you will see the light, if you set it in front of you! :)

Friend #3
Just leave everything aside.
If he really loves you, he will contact you.
Sleep after you finished crying.

Friend #4
Don't call him anymore.
You guys just met at the wrong timing.
Don't believe too much in what guys say.
And you cannot give in all times.
Go home, study, then sleep.

Friend#5
Maybe he is just too lonely inside.So he texted such messages to you.
When he's outside, he won't feel like that.
If he really loves you, he won't do all this if he knows it gonna hurt you.
For such person, just forget him and get a life.

Friend#6
Babe! Hang in there, Brace up to a better life though I know it's gonna be tough. Let's meet soon! Don't wallow in self pity. You have my shoulders =)

Friend#7
sad story??? u dun look sad lor... dun be sad wor...
btw ur not suppose to be... u are miss Joy lei... Joy=Happy

I will lead a happy life...that's my motto of my life.
Anyway, I am not lacking of suitors either xp
Pain is what you bought to me; I will forgive but never forget what you did.

So many photos that actually stopped from updating...

Anyway, uploaded them in multiply.
Let's me start from OCBC marathron.
Anyway, how come I still haven't got money from OCBC?The morning crew from main first aid point.And poor ismail had to be a on-call runner.Staffs from DEM except the most famous "high" person.
Next is the pink party!
Jin long actually came in pink to matches the theme.And our long time no see----MR daniel goh.I didn't take any beers at all...I have become a good girl, only drink jolly shandy lychee or peach.
There's too many to say about taipei's trip.Look at the photos to conclude yourself.By the way, taiwan also has facebook!
And my boyfriend treat me aijisen since he described my taipei's trip as a vegetable that has been hacked（被砍菜头）.And I bought him xiao xin's favourite.
That heartless eddy jiemei said it's a waste of money to buy cake for him!He finally got his armani belt.From taipei,xi men ding, I meant his shirt...but made in korea.
IT fair drew a crowd of people.Ms glutton nearly suffocated due to this.Introducing----cam cam!As a appreciation for his accompany.Must be secretly laughing at those people squeezing to enter to IT fair.Edited using cam cam.Random took by cam cam.And bro bought a new lappy.
A stupid pose to show that he waited for me until he went berserk.Missed out paris so ended up in shanghai.Tang dian wang.

Hi, this is DJ JOY...

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Oh, it's just a introduction to my new entry.
Anyway, went to Kingley's birthday party yesterday.
Felt uneasy due to so many unfamiliar faces...familiar faces also not that close like bread and butter.
But most importantly, birthday boy enjoyed himself is the top priority.
And I realized people do know me even I am low profile.
Thanks 姐妹 for 疼疼！
And today...bus break down when I go to work today.
Took the 3rd bus...though bus ride is free but still think the bus service should improve.
LATE FOR WORK IS MY MAIN CONCERN.
Luckily, this is a nearly incident.
Work is sometimes so challenging...
Take for example yesterday...there are 3 resus /standby case!
Today,
just when I was so happy that the afternoon staffs is coming to take over,
another stand-by case!
And I had been sending patients for CT scan...kinda like CT scan porter.
The most interesting part is that one of the patient actually had lot of secretion and had to do suctioning.
It may sound a bit simple but it is never expected to do suction in X-ray department in my nursing life.
After work, I did my usual style- went to meet my zhu boyfriend.And I was welcomed by Kelly when I reached his house.
It is amazing that kelly baby still remember me.
She has a haircut and she looked so cute with her hair being tight up.I got varicose veins as seen above.Boyfriend's artwork.
I really hope the government will look into the welfare of health care worker.
Got to go and get some cream to remove them.

My leave has ended!

Back to working life.A bit nervous because JCI is coming.Anyway, I went body massage with zhier on Thursday.With flash.So long never meet her.Well, I also missed 7 pills, nr0525 and nr0526 peers except for a few of them, who you and me knew.Ben ben de is a bad girl...got lover no more sha sha de.OK, the massage for me was super painful.Is not that I never went massage before but I just felt a bit sensitive when I was naked for people to touch.Well, I need to get a new eyeliner because my current one from faceshop smudge like hell.By the way, I coloured my hair again.I simply love the colour.I am trying to covered my ugly glasses.

One of the night shift.12 CP wantons!Seaweed..yum yum!And miss goumet is with me!Happy birthday!I enjoyed eating food with you...no worries at all.

And Boyfriend treat me ajisen.He said he must be good to me so that I won't go find other guys.But how come his eyes only got food not me?The next day even treat me Carl Jr.Random took...same expression!And after so long, I finally meet daniel to chill.He treat me mac!I simply love people treat me good, buy things for me.I am very greedy...I love present.Last time I may be particular if you buy me food but now, I love because I spent alot on food.Met zhier randomly on bus.It was quite funny that I thought she changed her boyfriend.But the truth is her boyfriend let his hair grew longer.Well, I prefer his short hair.And after a long time, we finally meet up!He was singing Fang da tong's song while wearing the glasses.I enjoyed playing joo's glasses.The jacket also belonged to joo.They blocked me and I decided not to take.I still remembered the starry night when four of us chatted together until I fell asleep.Mr eddy, I will miss you while you are in home academy.
And daniel, joo and kat came my house after sending mandy home.
Kat and me was trying to teach joo how to play mahjong and this idiotic daniel kept disturbing.Sleep also must make noise.Glad that he fell asleep.
I am going har pow villa on coming friday!Looking forward to it.
I am craving for a break but Sister said I am going to stay for JCI.Give me my annual leave!