Happy halloween!

Have a great scare at night safari but hate the waiting time!

Finally started my degree course.
Stress?
Of course!
Adult teaching which means you have to be more hardworking.
So far, I really feel damn sian about about it because I realize alot of things I don't even know.
No wonder, they say it's better you went for advanced dip before you go degree.
But sister don't want to send :x
How sia?
Friday assessment but I just don't feel like revising.
SUCKS BIG time.
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Happy anniversary to my beloved B!
8 months being together with Love, tears, sweats...
See you in Bali.
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Work is no better than before.
It seem like working everyday.
Feel so breathless...
Everyday seeing the demanding patient will makes you die faster.
It's not that being demanding is no good.
But do consider those who came in even earlier before you.
The way you rush us won't make better anyway.

It's been a long time since I last blogged.

Went to hongkong recently with BB zai.Not really that enjoying because we lose money and were living like poor at there.

I had cut down clubbing because bb zai don't like and will get super anxious when I go clubbing even he says he will still let me go because I likes to club

Yesterday, I saw momoren at bus stop with his girlfriend.I just take a seat and pretend I never see him.It's not nice to go up and say hi since her girlfriend is around and pretend nothing happen before.Although it is past and I have BB, but I think I shouldn't make both of us such embarrassed since we don't even contact each other.

Today, just back from sending my brother to tekong.It has been a long time since my family go out together as one big whole.

I am so tire now...need to doze off...night shift..

Well, back at home.

Hopefully the presents will brighten up your day!

Anyway, happy CNY and V-day.

To my da lian,

actually, you deserve a better guy who dote you more! xp

Luckily, you haven't give him the present!

Break up do sad but I know you are a strong girl!

Don't worry, xiao lian will lend a shoulder if you want!

P.S How come I keep burping?

4 days 3 night...
& I am now back in Sg!
Starting work on thur...& I am missing all those cute dresses in BKK!
& back to Sg, I need to face the $300 bills!
Giddy ZzzZzz!
Anyway, it's a great trip!Thanks to those ward 7 girls!

Today is not my day.

I mean 20 08 2009.
I miss one bus stop today. It's not because I overslept or what.But it's the bus driver never see me.I kept pressing the bell but he just kept driving.And so, I alight at ABC market...walking all my way back to AH.
And I got scolding from a crazy customer.And this collague of mine just could not stand by my side but kept insisting I did wrong.I admit partly I am in the wrong but that GY asshole should not show attitude to me as I didn't do anything to provoke him.He's angry but I am not the one he can vexed all his anger at.And I deserve a apology from him...after getting all his anger & get my day sucks!
I don't know why...people just loves to sterotype.
I admit sometimes I do;
but
at least
I try to listen(if only I am cool down)
before I jump into a conclusion.
I may be fickle minded, unable to make a descision
BUT I DO HAVE MY OWN THINKING!
*KNN GY KNS* All those vulgarities is now filled in my mind.
So emo... =(
Even best buddy, BFF, ben ben de don't want to with me.
And I really itchy ass...
made dear irriated...
He tried to console me after knowing that I had a bad day.
Asked me to sleep.
But my message just made him pissed off in the end, he just don't want to reply me anymore!
OMG!!!!!!!!
He don't want me anymore?
He don't love me anymore?
Or
he don't want me because I am really a pain...
=(
*tears at the edge of my eyes*
Sorry, dear!
Sorry!
Sorry!
3 times = very sincere, from the bottom of my heart
Dear, I know my mistakes...please don't angry with me...
please don't don't want me!
Please!
PLease!
Please!
Don't angry with me k!
Waiting for your message...but I don't to receive any disappointment...
Anyway,
looking for companions for...

My womanizer bought something for me while he is away...just simply happy...because someone remember me when he's away.

Last night went teoh's house for bonding session.
It was simply fun...took tons of photos...watch out in FB.
But,
fun is fun.
Need face reality...& went back AH today, which is my off day.
Passed TK his present; I am so nice =) but I saw him with burberry.
Of course, that's not my main motive.
My main motive is to count field team items.
Managed to count until left 7 boxes before the clock strikes 7pm.
And I am so satifised.
Because I finally got myself inked.
Out of pain score of 10, I rated it seven.
The pain is a kind of numbing, sharp pain due to the needle.
Especailly it touch the bony part.
Now, I am not in pain anymore.
Someone said tattoo is destroying the body.
But do they know what is emotional pain?
I am just trying a way to describe myself.
Different people different preception.

still trying getting use to Mr Jet

&
PEOPLE, stop sending mesasge & call my previous number!
THANK YOU VERY MUCH-Y!
With TK after Cass left =(Before womanizer left for KLDem's princess having break.Baby ah swang listening to pa pa ah swang.They not happy because I took their photo.Pimple.On nightHe's tire.Field teamWhat's in his mind?Volunteered model.=)=PWhile waiting for bus..

Someone got this for me yesterday.

=)

I am so BLUR.

I thought the JUMP play is today until joo told me this morning that it is in September.
I thought I will like some cranky old granny that stay at home and the endless dvd for last night.
But.
Yes,
BUT
I went to jaclyn's bbq =)
after baby ah swang told me the very morning during shift.
And so after the bbq, I went late night movie with TK.
Waste of money...
because most of the time I hide under his red jacket because it is a horror movie.
Whatever, the effect is so creepy.
Walked out of cinema still have this scary feeling in heart.
Few days ago, was watching some movie shown in channe;.Actually, I watched thrice but I still watched.

The theme song not bad.

And I returned to my usual life by listening radio on bus instead of sticking to ipop.Heard this nice song by demi lovato.

I am so tire...after uploading photos to various website for my 21st birthday.
Today is a very "lucky" day.
I was at ward 1 again.-_-"'
Slacking and fb-ing.
And then the shit-est thing happened.
I stained my whole pant.
As I was all alone in ward 1, no one is there to replace me.
In the end, I managed to get some replacement.
Now, I am having running nose...

Anyway, thanks everyone who wishes me from their bottom of their heart.

I want to write a letter to the person in my bottom of my heart but I am too tire now.

I cut away my hair so that it won't tangle when I take pat pat's bike home.

Friend #1
Hey sha sha de,
dun too upset.
U always have me ok.
I will nv leave u.
Although i may not be always there beside u, u always in my heart n i always in ur heart.
So dun feel alone. Dun worry, u will find ur mr right.

Friend#2
life is great!sun is going to be bright!
life is going towards the light!
and you will see the light, if you set it in front of you! :)

Friend #3
Just leave everything aside.
If he really loves you, he will contact you.
Sleep after you finished crying.

Friend #4
Don't call him anymore.
You guys just met at the wrong timing.
Don't believe too much in what guys say.
And you cannot give in all times.
Go home, study, then sleep.

Friend#5
Maybe he is just too lonely inside.So he texted such messages to you.
When he's outside, he won't feel like that.
If he really loves you, he won't do all this if he knows it gonna hurt you.
For such person, just forget him and get a life.

Friend#6
Babe! Hang in there, Brace up to a better life though I know it's gonna be tough. Let's meet soon! Don't wallow in self pity. You have my shoulders =)

Friend#7
sad story??? u dun look sad lor... dun be sad wor...
btw ur not suppose to be... u are miss Joy lei... Joy=Happy

I will lead a happy life...that's my motto of my life.
Anyway, I am not lacking of suitors either xp
Pain is what you bought to me; I will forgive but never forget what you did.

My wardrobe is shared by my sister and me.And I spent 1 hours just to tidy it.

And that's doesn't include our normal home clothing, uniform, jackets, bras...
警察叔叔from taiwan.
Thanks, qiang-ge!
I never know that my words can be so serious and powerful.
Went PC show last saturaday.That's the different between working under the sun and in air-con.
The honour guy to go out with me.
And you know how "lucky" am I?
My butts was being touch by some unknown fellow while I was talking on phone with honey b.
Honey b got so worry that he ask me to go back home immediately.
Oh,by the way, ah ben is not ben ben de...now I gave ah ben a name...honey b.
And...I am waiting for honey b...muahaha

Too much things...

Momoren had left my life quietly.
Now, singlehood.
Abit quiet but I am fine...
At work...trying hard to have fun...
SN rey...mauhaha

Headache...
Don't wish to write much.
Check out photos.
Doreen left DEM.

Pedicure with ms gluttonLastly K-session with my nss buddies!

That's all folkes!